tobelittle's Journal

happy
hey my lovelies. i havent updated in a while mostly because im supposed to be packing and my senior friends graduated today...leaving me officially with one year left of college eep.

things have been going *too* well. i havent been this happy in almost forever. im going to be in nyc for two days this week. and then for six weeks starting sunday.....and then my daddy said i could go on a trip! so probably 20ish days in either western or eastern europe or maybe hit up asia....i have to figure it out but i am psyyyched. i also always drop at least ten pounds over summer meaning that at the end of summer i will be at about 115, maybe 110/105 if i *really* work on it...which will be ultra fab.

and im also more relaxed about the carl thing. i mean he does like me. the question is whether or not he is mature enough for something more with me. im going to keep it causual (altho i invited him to my bday thing)...and if he wants more he will ask. he is aware that other guys find me attractive and is one of the few people that actually knows how 'good' of a catch i really am. plus if i ask for us to date its *me* asking. i hate to sound 'old school' but i need it to be his idea. plus we went a year w/o us hooking up. and then we hook up and he wants more 3 days later (i mjssed his IM) and then again less than a week later. so obvi he will try again, i guess we will see.

my weight has been stable. and im letting it be like that especially since im leaving soon and have to set up a new eating/workout schedule..eep. also, my roomie is gone (yesssss) and she took some of my cooking things. so what are some easy ways to get good protein? w/o me having to cook things like ridic? oh and thanks for the advice for my bday :) i set up a facebook group and enough people are aware that they have to pay so i should be fine. take care my loves!....xoxo*

Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: OAR

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